Tuesday, October 30, 2007

God, I Need...

I wrote this poem this evening. It's my HONEST pouring out before God. If you can relate, be in prayer. God HAS NOT forgotten...

Heb 6:10 For God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.

Always the weakest
Rarely strong
Never quite the prettiest
Always something wrong

Never the most wealthy
Nor the most stable
Not the most accomplished
Barely even able

The brightest, not really
The happiest, no way
The most faithful, perhaps
I attempt to be each day

Called and chosen I am
Though like a failure I feel
God, thank you for your mercy
Please touch my heart and heal

Often I feel insignificant
And ever so very small
I’m trying to trust you, Father
I feel as if I’ve lost all

When will the righteous gain
When will I win just one fight
I’m so tired of struggling
And fighting with all my might

The wicked seem to prosper
And believers who backslide
Those who move in their flesh
Seem to catch a free ride

God, I need a word from You
I need to feel you near
I need to know I’m not forgotten
That You still hold me dear

I need to see a breakthrough
A victory in my own life
I’ve prayed for many others
And You delivered them from strife

So now I need a personal touch
A victory I need to see
Father stretch Your hand my way
Then comforted, I shall be


Anonymous said...

Women of God, you have touched down in my spirit, words that u want to say but just can't. Sometime you have to do as King David did and just learn to encourage your self, I am not a member yet, but i am really wanting to fellowship with my sister's on the front line. We all need someone and somewhere to go and know that someone is yet praying and hearing from God.

Anonymous said...

My sentiments, EXACTLY. But I am learning, whatsoever state I find myself in to be content. It is a learning process. Does not always feel so good, yet, we are being perfected. His word declares, I WILL PERFECT those things that concern us. We are a family and are in this thing together. Be encouraged brothers and sisters. Woman of God, you are mighty in Him. A spirit of excellence. And He will take you higher, you will soar and you will sit with the Kings. I love you all.